I remember when I was a fetus I used to sneak out at night while my mother was sleeping
It’s amazing how fast your mood can change after you step in some water with socks on.
I feel terrible
There is this guy that I kind of like
And he apparently really likes me and claims he has for years
But he’s like one of the people who were in the “popular” group back in the good old high school days
And it makes no sense for him to like me
And I’m really confused
And basically playing his feelings without meaning to
But I don’t wanna get hurt and i just don’t know how I feel about him
I’m on and off
Some days I like him back and some I don’t
What is wrong with me
you know what’s fucked up?
that you can be without someone for six months, a year, five years and have mastered not thinking about them, but no matter how much time passes there will always be that moment where you see a photo of them or catch a little of their cologne on a crowed street and suddenly you’re plagued with a rapidly sinking stomach and the relentless question, “what did i do wrong?”